Eleven/Seven

Sometimes I like to reminisce
And think of what life was like before this
Living in bliss but now an abyss and I'm falling deep
Dealing with a loss (dealing with a loss)
No solace from a cross (solace from a cross)
Calling in sick to my boss (sick to my boss)
Cause I can't keep it together and accept the fact that
I lost my daughter (I lost my daughter)
She was never truly mine but I knew I was like her father
I miss her greeting me every day and the sweet sound of that collar
Even in the worst of days and in the worst of moods
My baby girl was never a bother
So so so so
So many empty bottles and so many tears I shed
Every night you're in my head
I can't get out of my bed
At times I wish that I were dead so that I could be with you instead
But I know you'd want me to move ahead and quit living my life in dread
So cold
And forever numb
So cold
It's so cold
I'm forever numb
Pain?
What is pain?
But a mere concept which implies one can feel anything at all
For pain does not exist
When you are Forever Numb
Forever Numb
Forever Numb
Forever Numb
Forever Numb
Forever Numb
Forever Numb
Forever Numb
Forever Numb