no.nu.messages

I told you that we’re done, staring at the ceiling from the sky
You forced it out of me, this went much better in my
I like to be alone
Too much
Some would say
Voices in my head, running relay
Mood Moving like, a ballet duet
Beautiful for you I reckon
Beautiful for you I reckon

Watching till the concrete sets in

I used to want it all
I laugh about it now
Scared to lose the light when it’s fading
Now I dance in the darkness
Can’t you see me I’m up (I’m up)
Watch you fade away
The fuck I’m reaching for when it stays here
Minutes from nowhere

Uhhh

For now, you’re feeling waves
Look, no nothing’s saved
Still I’m losing time
Keep tryna hit play
Felt light climbing
Capsizing
Dark shadows on my silver lining
Just me now
I turn away from
Fuck I’m selfish init
I know you think it
But still you
Fell for me, fell for me, fell for me
I got nothing else, but you’re still with me, still with me, still with me
Heard that a boy drowned
Screamed it all but no sound
Hit something must be the ground
I’m Falling through and I’m jaded
Blue lights but they’re late
Eyes glazed, I won’t change
Walk through myself in this maze
How did you get here, I’m amazed

Said it at the same time
Running on some lost time
Pushing through the headlights

Who you gonna be now

I be making waves, as I’m reaching for the next sky
Everything, everything I done prayed
She could never see it in the same light
I’ma stay here til the Sun up
I’ma be here one more night
Ain’t breathed out in a couple years
And I’m finna move back to the west side
She gone play like it ain’t me
The silence heavy till we catch eye
Need to keep going till I’m back home
Until I start thinking about next time

Next time

Yo
Thing is I don’t really care that much anymore
Don’t swear that much anymore
Don’t text back much anymore
I’m Just calm, don’t really care for
Anything much
I let it fall
I turn around
It’s all behind glass
What’s even yours
She say she mine
I’ve heard that all before

Your words perfectly chosen
You were so closed
You were open to me
Lights off but it’s open
That long hall
To the trenches
Sky falls
And I bench it

I don’t really care that much anymore
Don’t swear that much anymore
Don’t text back much anymore

I’m Just calm, don’t really care for
Nothing much, I let it fall
I turn around
It’s all behind glass
Watch it fall (What?)
What’s even yours

Yours words perfectly chosen
You were so closed
You were open to me
Lights off but it’s open
That long hall
To the trenches
The sky falls
And I bench it

Sky falls and I bench it

Pushed you away and blame you
What an easy lie
Zoomed out to the truth
Don’t believe what u hear
Walls closing in on this booth