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Yeah, I wanna just take a second to shout out everybody who's listening
Shout out everybody who can't
Type shit
They want me just to rap, but I've been working on my melody
While y'all out here acting out, I'm working on my energy
Nineteen, I've been trying to go and find identities
Close friends by my side, turn into my enemies
They're getting mad because I'm more than they will ever be
Killed the beats free YSL, I caught a felony
Stop it with the cap boy, there's no one that's ahead of me
Honestly, my honesty gon' honest be the death of me
2019, keep it real, it was a good year
Shout out to the people that was close and who all stood near
It's very rare that I get to be this sincere
Gotta retake it so I can make sure that this gets clear
Drop YTC, so better call me August
Nineteen, it was the peak, being honest
Started making music and the future was so promised
Picture it like climbing up a hill, then break the harness
You do what you can and then adjust it in the calmest
All of the memories of them nights, it was the fondest
And then it all hit like the Earth with a comet
Broke all the eggs, but we ain't get to make an omelet
And it might not be such a bad idea, if I never came home again
And it might not be such a bad idea, if I never came home again
Okay, I don't got a prime cause I've been hot from my start
I miss all my dawgs, we've been drawing apart
Never gonna paint, but I be drawing some art
Writing for some singers and I'm crossing the charts
Thinking out the box, but that is just in my blood
I told them I can't work no office job and they really judged
I'd rather be broke as hell doing something I love
I told my brothers chase your dreams and then the money will come
Nineteen, I put the pressure down like a hash brown
Tell me why these new people always act clown, Going up and you can never make me back down
Don't be near me if you're different when the cash round
Y'all too plain, must be why they always hijack
My doggie hit me like "we gotta get our time back"
This generation's closest thing to Mike Jack
Drizzy taught me that you lose when you fight back
Bad chick, I ain't even trying to share her
Don't get to crying, you gon' mess up your mascara
These people lying, I'm the hottest in my era
Me and you, we twinning up and causing terror
Making plays, got me out here doing pick and rolls
Throwing shade, but I'm still shining like the summer glow
Had a lot I had to come back and undergo
Could've went to college, mama mad that I didn't go
Made a few mistakes that got me digging in a bigger hole
Music feeling empty, let me drop so I can bring the soul
Piss off everybody, I'm the type that's gonna finish goals
Give and go, minute flow, not the same kid I was a year ago
Got you a bag and now you look like a crime scene
Billie Eilish colors, I can get you some lime greens
Can't believe this started off from writing down my dreams
Had it all planned out and finished at nineteen
And it might not be such a bad idea, if I never came home again
And it might not be such a bad idea, if I never came home again