Demons [Live; Previously Unreleased Track]

I've been thinking lots about my life and
How quick I'd wash it down the drain
Past tense the future, nothing matters now
I act on my own and I'm to blame
Living's a wicked dream, with angst turned out all wrong.
We're all so weak, no matter how strong, yeah

[Chorus]
I tried running away from me
Convince me that I've grown, but I can't
Change so unnaturally, Demons they follow me
I quit running away from me
Convinced that I had grown, but found out
All my reasons for insanity, all a part of me.

I don't like that you're calling me a liar
I don't like that you found out I'm a snake
Been sneaking around for far too long now.
I don't like how fast my intentions fade
Karma has beat me down,
But the worst is yet to come.
Many mistakes and still I'm so young, yeah

[Chorus]

I can't
Count how many times
Awakened in fear, nightly
I'm sweating
Dreams
Where promises are made
To no one but myself
Help him
Crushed daily

Don't lend me your hand
I can't trust my self,
So how can you trust me?

We've all made selfish, bad decisions
We've all tried dishing out the blame
Convinced ourselves of our own actions.
My problem is I'll never change
In doubt, some good comes out
I'll fold before its time.
Can't promise you that its my last time, yeah

[Chorus]

Truth won't help you now
All the loves gone too far

Truth won't help you now
All the loves gone too far

[Repeats]
I'm scarred, yeah
Demons they follow me, 'cause my insanity