Sentaku no Asa (translation)

My mama and daddy
They want me to be strong
I think I finally feel the same way
To murder or Mother
Give you death, give you life?
You know I'm just...
The sunrise tries to wake me up
Somebody tries to cheer me up
But it's the radio, not you
I really wanna tell you what's inside me
It's your baby, you know...
But you just left us in this hell.

Do you hear me? What can you do for me?
I don't know what to do, baby
Do you hear me? I had to kill my dream for you
I don't know what to do, baby

My mama and daddy
They want me to be strong
I think I finally feel the same way
To murder or mother
Give you death, give you life?
You know, I'm just so scared...

Fall to my knees alone and sigh
My tears are dry in the morning light
It doesn't matter who's to blame
I'm helpless tied up to this fate
I swear not to ever forget
I share the loss of my unborn...