Love / Lust

They tell me jus have a little faith
Forbidden fruit know i’m weak to taste
Kno the fed think i’m another case
Of a black kids life jus goin down the drain
She knows i find comfort in the rain
Cuz it’s drowns out all the conflictions in my brain
Said tell me what’s love den
All dese bitches i couldn’t never love them
First thing she say is did i bring a glove den
Even tho they say all dis hoe shit is above them
How am i meant to trust den
How u meant to trust me
When i be givin into anything that my lust needs
Looking at the things this life has buss me
Moral of the story is finding beauty in the ugly
But who’s der when the road get ugly
I fuck a bitch then i tell her don’t touch me
Because then rounds the only reason that’s she love me
She know the real me
She won’t even feel me
Smoking all dese buds like the high was gonna heal me
If things move quick gotta say it’s not workin
But i says dis shit to keep my heart from hurtin
See man carry birds i carry burdens
The skeletons in the closet
Elephants in every room
No rationale or logic
Jus emotionally consumed
Say i’m toxic but i’m intoxicated by the fumes
Remember i used to tick now i’m ready for the boom
Back with another one
Smoking zoots with heads the size of the setting sun
They say i really am my father son
But when the going gets tough i don’t choose to run
Could’ve been strapped could’ve had a gun
But the feds were onto me before i even thought of one
So hear i am rapping on these beats
Cuz i found a home in the mic couldn’t find in these streets
Bitter ain’t tasteful
My gs weren’t faithful
My plate was empty didn’t get a seat at the table
Now i’m eating nice
Don’t care about the price
All my open wounds they been cauterised
Only fucking with u if down to ride
Cuz what’s loyalty when u ain’t by my side
Thru it all
See the mountains we climb look big and tall
But when u at the top make the world seem small
This plaine we live on so conquerable
I dropped the ball
Remember times when i thought that i lost it all
Can’t make that leap kno what it cost to fall
How things change
Livin life in the fast lane
All dese buds too lighten up dem dark days
Fuck a heartbeat i can hear my heart ache
How things change living life in the fast lane all dese buds to lighten up dem dark days
Fuck a heartbeat i can’t hear my heart ache