Silver Lining

Tell me what you want me to be I'll tell you what I need you to do
Cause loving me isn't easy And it breaks my heart to hurt you
Pay me no mind if I start to scream If I hold on, I just need to breathe
But when my senses begin to lose control Please talk slowly, darling

This world is too much for me I must walk carefully
In case there's things I don't wanna see I know my heart is impure
But I'd do anything for a cure I prayed until I bled
But I can't run from my own head The supposedly silver lining

Feels thinner and almost brass Even with a heart of stone
My mind is now made of glass I'm trying not to recreate
The pretty moments that we had Cause pendulums swing both ways
And what looked pretty is so bad If it still matters, I loved you so deep

But I'm having nightmares while I'm not asleep So if my senses begin to lose control
Please talk slowly, darling This world is too much for me
I must walk carefully In case there's things I don't wanna see
I know my heart is impure But I'd do anything for a cure

I prayed until I bled But I can't run from my own head
The supposedly silver lining Feels thinner and almost brass
Even with a heart of stone My mind is now made of glass
My heart isn't pure, but is yours My heart isn't pure, but baby it's yours

Please talk slowly, darling This world is too much for me
If I'm too gentle, babe It's cause my mind has left my body