Hold Me Close

(Yeah)
You don't wanna know what I been through
Through hell and back I did what I had to to survive (to survive)
But that shit really made me mental
Wok hard in my soda so I kept getting high
But it doesn't help with my mental you know? (you know?)
Everyday is a new problem, can u just hold me close?
Close Close Close
Backwoods, roll it up,
Imma smoke just to take the edge off
I repeat it till it's all gone
But I switch to methods like nicotine and codeine
The stuff we would get hard on
But I'm the dealer I'll tell you all the cards
You had your chance and now it's all gone
If u want me again you'll have to find me in the next life
When I'm gone in this one
And I can't feel myself
(And I can't feel myself)
And you really need some help
Not for me
But you need to help yourself
Just trust yourself (Trust yourself)
Yeah you need some help (Yes you do!)
In your mind again (Again, again)
You don't wanna know what I been through
Through hell and back I did what I had to to survive (To survive)
But that shit really made me mental
Wok hard in my soda so I kept getting high
But it doesn't help with my mental you know? (You know?)
Everyday is a new problem, can u just hold me close?
Close Close Close
I wanna lose all feeling so i popped another perky
Sipping on some sprite yeah you know that it is dirty
If I don't stop this shit i won't live to thirty
Walking on a bridge of life but you know it ain't sturdy
Made sure not to take to many so please don't worry
Praying up to god (Yeah) begging for mercy
Take another sip and now my vision getting blurry
Almost time to go (Yeah) i guess i gotta hurry
Shit
But I guess I gotta hurry
Living life to the max so maybe I die early
So maybe I die early
And I can't feel myself
And you really need some help
Not for me
But you need to help yourself
(SO I KEPT GETTING HIGH)
You don't wanna know what I been through
Through hell and back I did what I had to to survive (to survive)
But that shit really made me mental
Wok hard in my soda so I kept getting high
But it doesn't help with my mental you know? (You know?)
Everyday is a new problem, can u just hold me close?
Close Close Close
(Just hold me close)
(Yeah you're the one and only)
(Now now now now)
(Just hold me close)