My Final Goodbye

I wait for the day that I meet you on the other side
And with all this pain that I've been through
I wish that I had you
I wish that I had you

Ooh ooh ooh ooh
I waited for you
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
I waited for you

Ooh ooh ooh ooh
I waited for you
I'm flipping through photo albums and older pictures
Tryna keep it together while I keep reminiscing

A life without you in my head just wasn't in the picture
But now I'm reflecting on nostalgia and the hazy visions
It only felt like yesterday when you left
My regrets not being there when you took your last breath

That morning Colin called me down
Went in his car and I sat
He told me that you passed away and then we hugged and we wept
I get flashbacks every time I think about it
I miss your presence now I have to learn to live without it

And I just wish that we could talk and I could hear your voice
And ask advice and I could tell you what you're missing out on
I still remember when you got diagnosed with cancer
Stage four you did the radio and chemo after

You fought the battle won but then it came back right after
And then it took you from us never thought that it would happen
Look I won't forget that you're the reason that I started rapping
Reason I graduated school
I hope your proud it happened

You taught me how to be a man and I'll forever thank you
Hope you can hear me up in heaven while you're with the angels
I'll cherish our memories till the day of my death
This is my final goodbye until we meet once again

Ross I love you till the end
Twenty twenty two may thirty first was the day that you left and I said
I wait for the day that I meet you on the other side
And with all this pain that I've been through

I wish that I had you
I wish that I had you
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
I only need you

Ooh ooh ooh
Ooh ooh ooh
I only need you
Ooh ooh ooh

Ooh ooh ooh
I only need you
Dear Nana I love you more than life itself
It broke my heart to see you leave us to my knees I fell

I knew you couldn't live without him and the pain you felt
When Ross died you lost your son and then you lost yourself
Hope you are together watching over us now
Thinking of memories when I'm walking into your house

Now it's empty you and Ross aren't there the silence is loud
But I can still smell your scent while I'm walking around
I haven't had time to process you leaving
And I don't even know if I'm in the stages of grieving

Everything happened so fast that I feel numb to the feeling
Only nine months after Ross and it's history repeated
Look I miss your face I miss your smile and your voice
I'll miss ye coming in on Christmas miss the shouting and fights

In your eyes I never did wrong if I never did right
I miss you coming to my room just to tell me goodnight
I'm staring at a picture where you held me as a baby
Cradled in your arms ya you held me there safely

Times change and life can be crazy
But those times stick with me and I'll treasure them dearly
I'll cherish our memories till the day of my death
This is my final goodbye until we meet once again

Nana I love you till the end
Twenty twenty three March twelfth I held your hand as you left and I said
I'll wait for the day that I meet you on the other side
And with all this pain that I've been through

I wish that I had you
I wish that I had you
I wish that I had you
I wish that I had you

I wish that I had you