a little of myself

Tearing the family apart. You’ve got the light while I’m left in the dark. You must be closer to god. Now I’m afraid of the people you are. Was it something I said? I’m usually holding my tongue but when I’m pushed I hold back for no one. You were just closer to god and now you’re afraid of the people you are. Was it something I said? I’ll never know how it feels. You’ve got a reason for everything. Feel how they want you to feel. Destined to save us from latter days. You’ll throw your life away. What good can come from the soul?
You’ll get rewards if you do what you’re told. Like giving a child a gun and pray that he won’t take it out on someone. What happens now? Are they safe in the crowd? Wheres your faith? Wheres the angel you’re sending down? Why would a god want to keep me around? Why build a structure then tear it all down? I will wait. Wheres your maker hiding now? Was it something I said?