Hopin’ You Knowin’

Hoping you knowin' I know
That I blow it on every last chance
That comes in my fuckin' way
Grownin' and growin'
Got nothing to show for it
Does this have some sort of means?
No end in sight, I'm on my last might
Not sure how much longer is in me
To be perfectly honest I'm falling apart
And looking for somewhere to be free
I'm running somewhere to be free

Hoping you knowin'
I know that I blow it
On all the great things
That could possibly be

Coming my way, what can I say
It comes so naturally
I'm falling apart, tearing out hearts
If I'm perfectly honest this one is mine to keep
Yeah it's all for me