proud of me

I only do this so you can feel so proud of me
You wont get much out of me
Theres nothing more to life i see
Nothing that i gotta be
Doing all these drugs everyday so obnoxiously
Do want this more than life itself?
Well probably well probably
Are you hearing what we're doing or are you asleep ?
Wake up !
I said wake up !
No this shit is not a game to me
Please don't try and play with me
All these tears i fuckin cried
You can take me painfully
Dont reveal your secrets to noone
Thats the fuckin motto
Good job bravo
Im sorry what was that ?
Your voice was a little bit muffled
I got some shit i believe its so serious to me
Will you take away anything i'm gonna say
Like what the fuck
Ifeel so stuck
I feel like i'm always in a fuckin rush
I wish i could tell you to shut the fuck up
Nothing that i ever do fuckin feels like enough
Feel like i rinse and repeat
Every day of the week
Find new words to speak
Nothing that i do
Ever feels like enough
It will never let up
Dig another hole and fill it up
I wouldn't take a single fucking thing
Back in my life
Id let it be the same
Let it run its course
Ill embrace my name
Ill embrace every part of my life that i have in me
Keep it between us
Just keep this between us

I only do this so you can feel so proud of me
You wont get much out of me
Theres nothing more to life i see
Nothing that i gotta be
Doing all these drugs everyday so obnoxiously
Do want this more than life itself?
Well probably well probably
Are you hearing what we're doing or are you asleep ?
Wake up !
I said wake up !