Proud of Me

Tell me why, why why
Tell me why
Tell me how really feel inside
Tell me have I been living a lie
Tell me what it is and are you hidden in disguise
Got my whole life to live but I ain't been living it right

Just wanna make my mama proud of me
Remember nights it felt like I ain't have a family
Came up from bottom why the fuck they keep on downing me
They tryna block my way to stardom but it's bound to be
They wasn't down with me
I wish my granny never died so she can see me shine
Done got way too deep in the game feel like I'm knee deep now
They throwing dirt all on my name they wanna see me frown
But when I blow up get that fame gone wanna keep me round
Remember when I was 5'6
My niggas walking to the store we couldn't buy shit
I'm talking dirt broke poor not even nine cent
Don't wanna feel this pin no more so I jus buy a fifth
And try to find a Lyft to get back home
Get the pack You know we get that gone
Hand on my strap you know that kick back strong
Niggas capping they ain't 'bout it need to get that known
We really savage send my dogs to come and get that bone
Pain in my body got a hold of me
Ha ha my mom from the devil ain't no controlling me
I'm on the grind I can't let up that's how it's supposed to be
Jus want the diamonds and bezels cost about a quarter ki
Ain't too much more to me
Sit back and just smoke my weed
Hurt so I've been pouring lean
Got some niggas from out East ain't crippin but they roll with me
Young nigga been Ballin check the score they down by 43
Why they always call them wanting more when they don't fuck with me
This rap shit so much more to me
I've got so much more to be
Time to wake them up cause they been sleep got so much more to see
They said I couldn't rap but they didn't know I do much more than sing
Feel I'm crashing out what's in my cup can't take much more to drink
So Tell me why
Tell me how really feel inside
Tell me have I been living a lie
Tell me what it is and are you hidden in disguise
Got my whole life to live but I ain't been living it right

Just wanna make my mama proud of me
Remember nights it felt like I ain't have a family
Came up from bottom why the fuck they keep on downing me
They tryna block my way to stardom but it's bound to be
They wasn't down with me
I wish my granny never died so she can see me shine
Done got way too deep in the game feel like I'm knee deep now
They throwing dirt all on my name they wanna see me frown
But when I blow up get that fame gone wanna keep me round
Remember when I was 5'6
My niggas walking to the store we couldn't buy shit
I'm talking dirt broke poor not even nine cent
Don't wanna feel this pin no more so I jus buy a fifth
And try to find a Lyft to get back home
Get the pack You know we get that gone
Hand on my strap you know that kick back strong
Niggas capping they ain't 'bout it need to get that known
We really savage send my dogs to come and get that bone