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I ain't never switching sides I'm too loyal I'm too straight
If a nigha say it's up then I ain't runnin from a thing
If they ever gun me down you bet not let me die in vain
Slangin iron behind your name bitch we ridin wit them thangs
It ain't no snake in my blood
Fuck what it was
I been in my bag so I ain't worried bout no slug
I ain't worried bout a thing but my daughter and my sons
I smoke my pain away I sip that drank to make me numb
I take this blunt right to the face till ion feel none
So much pain and ion know how ima heal from it
Nighas switch and bitches lie, but she still cummin
I hate the fact I fell in love wit my dream woman
Put you on a pedestal you some like a trophy
How we go from making love to fucking up now you don't know me
I got tired of bitches lying and nighas acting like my homie
Keep from round me if you phony everybody switched up on me
Nah I ain't got no friends
Just bruddas and my kids
I lose everything I love so ion trust relationships
All I trust is Benjamin's cause I know frank wont ever switch
It don't matter if you real, cause either way they just pretend
I had dreams of being holy they don't know me
Bussin packs and now a rolley
Why they leave me at my lowest
Only god know where I'm going
If I could, I'd turn the hands of time and we could start right over
Put your head on my shoulder I'll never switch I thought I told you
I ain't never switching sides I'm too loyal I'm too straight
If a nigha say it's up then I ain't runnin from a thing
If they ever gun me down you bet not let me die in vain
Slangin iron behind your name bitch we ridin wit them thangs
It ain't no snake in my blood
Fuck what it was
I been in my bag so I ain't worried bout no slug
I ain't worried bout a thing but my daughter and my sons
I smoke my pain away I sip that drank to make me numb
I came a long way from down and bad
Walked through the storm and I ain't even have a fighting chance
Picked up my head, and kept it moving ain't got time to stand
Heartbroken, but I be straight cause I got righteous hands
Pray to my God, I don't deserve it but I need something to take the pain away
Manifest what I'm needing but all I see is rainy days
Won't put my love in nobody, they always tend to walk away
I done drove myself insane baby
I know they laughing, prolly talking bout my downfall
Knowing I can't change it but it's prolly my fault
I had to see shit from a different view, look at my flaws
I'm doing better and I still got ya number in my phone
You still be calling
I pick up every time you do told you I'm ballin
I can't be played with anymore so just be honest
Would you switch up on me if I put my all in
Can't be no option (yea)
I ain't never switching sides I'm too loyal I'm too straight
If a nigha say it's up then I ain't runnin from a thing
If they ever gun me down you bet not let me die in vain
Slangin iron behind your name bitch we ridin wit them thangs
It ain't no snake in my blood
Fuck what it was
I been in my bag so I ain't worried bout no slug
I ain't worried bout a thing but my daughter and my sons
I smoke my pain away I sip that drank to make me numb