Guilt Trip

I chase around all the thoughts
That hold me down
I'm Busy running circles til' I drown
I think about it all the time I wish I wasn't now
So I can pick myself up off the ground

(I'm drowning in my head)

I couldn't wait to find the place I call home
But now I'm running away from everything that I found (all the walls that I built)
It's not the same, I'll pass the blame
To get away from the guilt
It's Temporary please forgive me
It's just part of my growth

I'm wasting away
While I'm stuck in yesterday

I thought I had it all
(But)I'm finding so much uncertainty
Built up inside of me
I thought I had to fall
To fill the holes I always dig myself within

I always think about it
I've been here too many times before

I can't escape, I keep on running in place
I swear I always hear (push) (scream) the message but the point's never made
I'm overzealous, I could careless
Maybe that's a mistake
But I don't think about the consequences after the play (I put at stake)