Regret

[VERSE 1]
Crash, boom
Be from pleasure back into my room
Then sudden clarity, analysis begins
Was that the best use of my day
Did I do that during the day
As I'm witnessing the mess I've made
Abyss of issues pissed I missed the tissue
Now, this filth of apathy and emptiness
A feat for dopamine and nope, it never lasts
An abominable weep of shame
As I'm tarnishing my family name
Mostly cause I didn't have great aim
Clean up completed then I rinsed repeated

[Chorus]
Throw it all just for the momеnt
That I feel a second of bliss
Temporary satisfaction
Is it really worth all this
At thе very least maybe next time
I could watch some normal shit
I don't really feel so good
I feel like I should

[VERSE 2]
Regret washes over me
Surrounds [?]
Pulls me down
And anchors me as I drown
I see visions all around of every error I've accrued
As the light fades out of you

Oh fuck me
This is why nobody loves me
I'm slowly spiraling and losing all control
I was climbing past the stratosphere
Falling fast, forgot my landing gear
As my body [?], I fear
I may have left the video playing
Oh, I did, I'm going to pause that

[Chorus]
Throw it all just for the moment
That I feel a second of bliss
Temporary satisfaction
Isn't really worth all this
High as a plane with ground zero
Like my load, it's in poor taste
I don't really feel so good
I feel like I should
For three minutes and forty seven seconds, I feel like I should
For three minutes and forty seven seconds

(Oh, I feel better now)