From the Start

In my mind
I believe
You and me
Are meant to be

But in life
That ain't true
I just hoped
That I'd be with you

So I'm down
I am out
You don't know
What I'm thinking about

Just move on
Don't look back
Even though
You are on the wrong track

Sometimes I can't imagine
This is not what should've happened
Hold me close and pull me in
Close enough to feel your skin

Somehow I feel abandoned
Was I just a plain distraction?
Hold me close and pull me in
Close enough to feel your skin

One last time
You say to me
One more way
That you don't see

So I'll go
Away from here
And you'll live
In your deepest fear

Time has gone
It's the end
Nothing left
We're not even friends

Sometimes I can't imagine
This is not what should've happened
Hold me close and pull me in
Close enough to feel your skin

Somehow I feel abandoned
Was I just a plain distraction?
Hold me close and pull me in
Close enough to feel your skin

I never asked for anything of you
But what the hell was I supposed to do
And even though it's hard for me to say
I hope that you will come back here one day

I'm crying out I'm begging you for more
So don't you leave me lying on the floor
You're spitting words you've hurt me with your lies
But now to me, it comes as no surprise

Somehow I feel abandoned
Was I just a plain distraction?
Hold me close and pull me in
Close enough to feel your skin
Close enough to feel your sin