sophomore

This is a song not a letter
For the chance to articulate better
Blinded with depression
Flailing trough obsessions
Neglecting clues neglecting truth neglecting you
Granted still enchanted
A work of art implanted
No one really answers questions anymore

Trying to comprehend
But there is nothing more I just lost a friend
And I really cannot suffer more
I just don't wanna feel like a whore

I was just trying to protect it
I might have failed just a tiny bit
Trying for comprehension
Explain the other dimension
Neglecting truth neglecting clues neglecting you
Backwards filled with shit
Forwards another hit
Therapy is way to fucking steep

Trying to comprehend
But there is nothing more I just lost a friend
And I really cannot suffer more
I just don't wanna feel like a whore

I know what's wrong with me
Next time I'll take it on with glee
Forced into my cycle
Where there is no reflection
Neglecting truth neglecting clues neglecting you
There's something hurting me
Something you just can't see
And I know you wouldn't fight it anyway

Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
To die
To die
Ready to die
To die
To die

Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
Ready to die
To die
To die
Ready to die
To die
To die

Trying to comprehend
But there is nothing more I just lost a friend
And I really cannot suffer more
I just don't wanna feel like a whorE"