Oscillate

[Intro]
Drive 90 miles an hour just to not be stuck between

[Verse 1]
My cold streak creates ice behind me
So all this driving back and forth is bound to get deadly
I seem better, I'm just used to it
But I don't wanna stay centered on myself all winter and cancel all my plans

But I'm fine
I'm content with my nights in
Content with my loose ends

[Chorus]
Save face, stay oscillating
If I act like I don't care, I stay safe from failing
But I
Drive 90 miles an hour just to not be stuck between

[Verse 2]
I've traded progress for comfort
Clear lungs for sanity
And the novelty of how you felt about mе for constant anxiety

[Chorus]
Save face, stay oscillating
If I act likе I don't care, I stay safe from failing
But I
Drive 90 miles an hour just to not be stuck between

Leave the fan on when you leave my bedroom
I follow suit and push air around the room
'Til I'm choking
On all of my indifference and all your routine

Conquering my head and keeping me in bed
Conquering my head and keeping me in bed