What Am I Doing?

I've been waiting for so long for you to realize that I'm gone
You don't need me to stay alive like I need you
I need you
Don't you get I realize that I'm wrong?
A bed of roses holds me strong
These thorns so sharp but you are worth the pain

Take my soul away
Don't let it go to waste
'Cuz I've been living off of you
And to leave that is a shame
But I've been getting better
And you still seem the same
So I guess it's not your fault
I'm the one to blame

Please take me away from here
You see my thoughts are way too clear
They're holding me as if they knew I was gone
I'm so gone
So right now you're giving up
Well forget this I'm growing up
It's time I leave, no need to say goodbye
Goodbye

Take my soul away
Don't let it go to waste
'Cuz I've been living off of you
And to leave that is a shame
But I've been getting better
And you still seem the same
So I guess it's not your fault
I'm the one to blame

Falling back, my feet are frozen
Let me hear you are not chosen
I can take care of myself from here
Now the days are getting slower
My consciousness getting lower
We will only go uphill from here

Take my soul away
Don't let it go to waste
'Cuz I've been living off of you
And to leave that is a shame
But I've been getting better
And you still seem the same
So I guess it's not your fault
I'm the one to blame