Broken In

It's my fault
I won't get another chance
I used my call
I give up
I'm not getting sober here
My heart's too hard
Now I know
I'm not getting over it
I've come too far
In my heart
I'm not getting older yet
I trip, I fall

Nobody sleeps for free
Waking up to go to work
Taking what I don't need
Stealing from the grocery store
I'm scared of the things I know
I do all the things I should
The horror that's on your face said more than any sentence could

Running out of time
I wanna be here till I die
And I won't be satisfied until I make up for lost time
I know what's right
I know the peoplе who I like
But I'm still terrified I gotta rеcall all my lies

Live through an awful year
Everybody's car broke down
I lied about all my symptoms didn't wanna stress you out
You used to make me laugh
Now nobody cares at all
Now all I know about my friends is every way to piss them off

Running out of time
I wanna be here till I die
And I won't be satisfied until I make up another lie
I know what's right
But I don't do it all the time
Now I'm turning off my mind so I can live through another night
I never lied
'Cause I believed it at the time
But now it doesn't matter cause it's your word over mine