Wanted

Gimme what I came for
Release me from addiction and from you
I've been staring dang hard
At the door that's right next to you

Lost in moments?
No she lost my trojan's
Death comes and it is born and makes broken home as a portrait
Hangs em up on my porch and
Bout to make em an orphan
Often I wanna forfeit
Wish I had an abortion
You want me to enjoy him
Treat em like he's person
I even almost sold him a rodent we named em roaches
The potion he makes is hopeless
Know why I wanna choke em?
It's obviously he's torment incarnate can't loose my focus
Devoted to melting what's frozen
Motive's smelling like colon
Exploding sin it's so corrosive
Pouring in my soul I'm tortured I don't support her
With her decision tryna raise an instant death
It's an infant but that doesn't mean that it's gone take another breath
Tried to hang em but she caught me now I'm hanging from my neck
Now depression has entered
So anxious haven't slept
To dangerous but I knew she was trouble when we met
Now she tricked me to be addicted to her
I'm in depth

Gimme what I came for
Release me from addiction and from you
I've been staring dang hard
At the door that's right next to you
I've wanted
I've wanted someone to connect to me
But as long as your next to me I'll never find my peace

She's grabbing her tools fast
And blasting your dudes back
I know I can fight back
Just adding up my past
And wondering when she changed
Now she wakes up and she's mad
Emo pain she obtains and evil brain to attack
Takes advantage when I lack prayer
Panicking at the max
See the stains when I rap
Layers I'm tryna subtract
The flavors back and it's groose
I'll throw it up and give it back
Good will waiver past the bad
She's a lazier I'm what she tracks
She's a problem but I called her back anyways
Just to see her to look at her pretty face
An addiction that keeps keeping me away
Tells me it will pit me in the matter of days
She thinks I will pass out but I will awake
It's a matter of time until I escape
Give her thousands of hours and watch her say
That I'm giving her nothing that's why she cheats
No reason to leave me freezing
Traumas now a part of me sleeping
Until the real reason came out
Who am I supposed to be?
When I've made my personality from her weakness
Yeah I bleed legends
That's how sin's feasting

Gimme what I came for
Release me from addiction and from you
I've been staring dang hard
At the door that's right next to you
I've wanted
I've wanted someone to connect to me
But as long as your next to me I'll never find my peace