July

Ohhh
Remember that night
Late in July
I kissed you in my room
And you started to cry
I think I knew why
But I never said the reason
If you want to leave then get to leaving
I’m over trying to figure out your feelings
I know that I fucked up
Always so unsure that anyone could truly love me
Cause I don’t love myself enough to think that anyone could really think I’m more good enough but somehow you made me feel loved
I know I fucked up
You don’t have to tell me
I got so much on my plate
By my plate I mean my brain
Think I need to take a break
Maybe I’ll try again one day
But I
But I don’t like to go on dates
I usually always show up late
And I don’t want another face
If it won’t be your face
And I don’t wanna go away
Cause the last time that
I was on a plane
Was the day that I decided I was coming back to stay
Met you right before I went and moved away to the UK
And every minute I was there I couldn’t get you off my brain
Didn’t even know you I think that’s what made it strange
But that’s exactly why I came
You made me feel a way