How it feels to be alone

[Verse 1]
The skeletons in my closet
Are crying out to me
How this sorrow is only selfish
Another facet of agony

The voices I hear are hellish
Not to my surprise
Hollowed out my soul in the winter
Almost met my own demise

Staring face to face in the mirror
Can’t look myself in the eye
Circle back to the night that I splintered
My identity and my mind

I wish that I’d never fallen
I wish I didn’t even try
To repair myself with addictions
Maybe i’d have lead a better life

[Chorus]
If I had even shown
The strength to never let you go
Who knows what we’d find
I hope you never question why

If I had only grown
Enough to never let you know
The battle it was to stand up by your side

If I had never gone
And tried to make it on my own
I wouldn’t know how it feels to be alone

[Outro]
If I just hadn’t lied
To cope inside the shattered home
I hope that we’d find
Each other in a separate life…