we were never who we wanted to be (feat. ilias)

Hey, I hope you're doing okay
I just wanted to check on you, cause
I understand, like, you're going through a really shitty time right now
And I just wanted you to know that if you ever need anything, um
You can always just feel free to talk to me or whatever
I care about you a lot and, I can't like
I don't like seeing you go through this without anyone to like, talk to or whatever
So, uh yeah, um
Call me or text me or
Just, let me know that you're okay
Bye

I know if we tried we could be beautiful
I know if we, we believed, there will be more out there
Times have told us
We won't grow
We will never, we will never learn to have any hope
And I, I told myself that it would be useless
Trying to fix what we never had
Oh
Learn to trust
Learn to trust that heartbeat
It won't hurt like you like I did
Don't learn to have hope
To hope to know
That I will be there for you
Because I won't
I won't

Hey, uh
I'm sorry, it's just I've been so confused for these past few months, uh
And I guess I just realized
I don't know what I'm doing
I don't know what I'm supposed to be doing
I'm sorry for being like this but I cannot stop myself
I can't hurt anymore people than I already have
Don't try and reach me anymore
Thank you for everything