Better Day'Z

Make sure I pray before i sleep
I can't even go on dates
I'm too deep up in the streets
Tell my brothers that I love em and I know that they love me
I throw up Y's for the guys I ain't trying to start no beef
Drop my shit i don't care you just do that shit for clout
When they posting on the net they the type to run they mouth
I won't do the back and fourth i just grind look at me now
I'm so grateful for my soldiers they the ones that hold me down
Got to be the boss lord knows I grew up boss-less
Tryna find a better way but I keep seeing coffins
Not the toughest anyways he going to realize once they off him
I done fell down many days just happy I'm still walking
I don't do this often not rapping I'm just talking
Will she even love me when she realize that I'm heartless
Moving on to better things might turn you to a target
God I need some better days my grind they trying to stop it
Boom a trending topic like it then I cop it
Threw dirt on my name what a shame I made her top it
Niggas trying to be gang for the fame that is not it
Treat you like my brother how you treat me like an option
Fucking with my confidence making me feel left out
I ain't cause the issues i was trying to choose the best route like I'm playing wide-out
Use to spend the night out I ain't reminiscing I'm just hurt I need a time out
Let me know I keep getting crossed it's no x's or no o's
I wanna go back but this the life that I chose
Niggas turned they back they not sticking to the code
Hear me on they track so I went a different mode
Imma different species niggas want to be me
He said Imma lame but he got my shit on repeat
Don't know who can beat me shit I must be Stevie
So I'm going hard till they see me on they tv
Got to be the boss lord knows I grew up boss-less
Tryna find a better way but I keep seeing coffins
Not the toughest anyways he going to realize once they off him
I done fell down many days just happy I'm still walking
I don't do this often not rapping I'm just talking
Will she even love me when she realize that I'm heartless
Moving on to better things might turn you to a target
God I need some better days my grind they trying to stop it
Sometimes I be thinking that they break my heart on purpose
To get a couple gm's in your dm's was it worth it
If you need a hand then I got you I'm a surgeon
But you not my brother like a circle had to curve it
Know I got purpose you can't make me crash out
Trying to get that lambo living lavish in a big house
You won't understand me cause you want the street life
When I have a family they gone have a sweet life
Some niggas turned they back and diss me
When they use to kick it with me
And they said they had my back guess they was keeping it like 50
I was spinning back 2 back swear to god it made me dizzy
We was chilling in them traps planning how to make a Milly
Still the hottest the city still the hottest in town I won't crash out like a clown trying to make my mama proud
Bro ah let it flock bout me family matters I'll set it off bout him I go Jada in this bitch
Got to be the boss lord knows I grew up boss-less
Tryna find a better way but I keep seeing coffins
Not the toughest anyways he going to realize once they off him
I done fell down many days just happy I'm still walking
I don't do this often not rapping I'm just talking
Will she even love me when she realize that I'm heartless
Moving on to better things might turn you to a target
God I need some better days my grind they trying to stop it