The Real Me (feat. Lily Bradford)

I should really learn from my mistakes
But I won't
Coz I don't
Wanna let you go
You're a stranger thought you'd change
But no
No You won't
Because you'll never know that
There's no heart to beat when you are gone
Empty veins
Are all that I feel
So I'll go but just know how I feel
Feel betrayed Made me hurt
Hope you change
You can't hoax me
Make me want to change
I am trapped
No escaping from this cage
Stay here with me
Stay another day
But I'll go
Because I can't anymore
There's another side of me
That you would've like
Guess you won't ever see
What it could have been
Suddenly the whole truth's coming out
Didn't know
Half the thing
That were going down
Knocked me down Took a while to recover

Put the gloves back on
And go look for another
I struggled
My troubles
Still with me
Here when I'm happy
You leave a path of destruction
Everywhere that you travel
I'm unraveling, unravelling
All these issues I'm tackling
In my brain that you left me with
Scars are burned in like tattoos and
They still hurting, they still hurting
Such a burden, did I earn it
Close the curtains, on your workings
They still pain me on the surface
They still change me in my ways
They still plague me every day Just act happy
Push them away Music's building so we say
I should really learn from my mistakes But I won't
Because I don't
Wanna let you go
You're a stranger thought you'd change But no
No You won't
Because you'll never know that
The real me doesn't like you
The real me could see right through
The real me doesn't need you
The real you should go back too
I am trying to forgive and forget
I won't make you regret what you said
Doing what was right at the time
But when you come back I'll be there I swear

I will never learn from my mistakes
Yeah, I will never learn from my mistakes
I should really learn from my mistakes
But I won't
Because I don't
Wanna let you go
You're a stranger thought you'd change
But no
No You won't
Because you'll never know that
The real me doesn't like you
The real me could see right through
The real me doesn't need you
The real you should go back too
I will never learn from my mistakes
Yeah, I will never learn from my mistakes