Picture Perfect

[Verse 1]
Now picture perfect, matter a fact I'm just simple man
Hurting deep inside my soul, a struggle on this lonely path
I gave em everything I owe, pistols to interpret wrath
I feel like I'm a lose control, trying to reach this goal I have
They sacrificed the lambs, so I can't stay humble
I'm the lion that controls the land, I fight for everything I have
I'm dead to everyone I know, I know this selfishness won't last
I know you see me standing strong, I guess I'm living in my past
Where people used to honor love, whеn homies didn't turn to rats
Where mama usеd to hold me close
A funny face to make me laugh
Now I hold my daughter close, as I'm thumbing through this cash
You won't see me cry, matter a fact you'll see me laugh
I will never share this pain, I'm a take to hell and back
I went from orphan, to buying out the whole store
I went from Corcoran, to throwing bands at these hoes
I been tortured, but now I water my soul

[Chorus: Kristolyss]
Just trying to see the light
I've been fighting for my whole life
Oh now, what's this
Blessings on blessings
Only god forgives
Nothing's perfect, but the pain was worth it
The pain was worth it

[Verse 2]
I got a son and I also got a gun
I know they'll take me from him if I slip for only once
I know I can't deny all the problems I've caused
So who I owe? Who I gotta fight for my soul?
Demons come in legions, they surrounded my home
They snatched me out my sleep, dragged me across the floor
Waving 'round a document to take what I own
We caught cases, they shipped us to foreign places
Threw us in cages, tattoo tears on our faces
Labeled us racist we just stuck to our tribe
If we went to war, then it was more than just pride
It's survival of the fittest, you fight or you die
You ain't never gotta worry, I'll be right by your side
You ain't gotta hide it from me, it's okay if you cry
I've seen cowards hide their fear, then they go testify