Forever Scarred

You degrade me, you enslave me
You took my soul and made me cold
I am empty
I'm destroying relationships with those who kept me sane
Now with nothing
I sink lower than I've ever sank before
You changed me, you maimed me
And now I can't love anymore

The same old thing that drove me away captivated me
I was there to stay
'Cause I did not see what you did with me
I was torn apart
I'm forever scarred from you

Sent me down and bled me out you shook me to the core
Beat me through your words and you took everything and more
You can't take back everything you made me feel
You can't escape the guilt that you could never heal
The signs, the songs, the lies, all wrong
Every image of me you see should bring you to your knees

Now I'm down on my knees
Someone just please, someone please heal me
I'm frigid and frail, I try but I fail
I guess I'm not able to change what's inside of me