4 AM

Staying up it's 4 AM and I can't sleep
Lighting up the cigarette till I feel snoozy
Baby, you left and it hit so deep
Tell me why you did me wrong
When I did my best
When I did my best you just left
I can't sleep memories hits so deep
You fill my gaps and turn
My sad times to good ones
But am I the same for you?
Your arms are warm like a blanket
But were my arms warm for you?
I left better chances to
Please your heart
I should known that from the start
I thought you were mine
I'm in a bad bad mood I can't define
Changing a little bit but I'm still fine
I was really feeling the connection between us
But you changed so fast
I told everybody that we will
Last forever but you changed so fast
And now all of this ended so bad
Blah blah blah don't talk to me again
Now it's pointless
You played me when I was genuine
I didn't know that
Music is healing me
Making me full of feelings
I was really feeling the connection between us
Staying up it's 4 AM and I can't sleep
Lighting up the cigarette till I feel snoozy
Baby, you left and it hit so deep
Tell me why you did me wrong
When I did my best
When I did my best you just left
I can't sleep memories hits so deep
I'm nothing special to you even
Though you are so special to me
Always wanted someone who can see
Who can see the real one the real me
Stepping on my feelings like dead leaves
You turned the breathing soul inside of me
To something dry quiet and a bit dusty
The scar is from the inside internal bleed
I knew you were playing
But you surprised me with the speed
I'm in a better place now I'm healed
Even that you made all the problems you fleed
You choosed what you want
And left me on the side
But you will never find someone better than me
Do you think it's funny? You are laughing
On my homicide
The funny thing is it's made
Out of your hands by your own mind
You fill my gaps and turn
My sad times to good ones
But am I the same for you?