Pretend

I'm so glad
I woke up this morning
And I'm feeling well
You were looking at the window
Sun was shining
Take a breath
Then you said
Why you always act like
You don't give a fuck
It's funny how
You treated me
In the last few months
Feeling bad
What am I supposed to say
When you call me
With his name
Even though
I'm still okay
It's a shame
You'll never understand
How I'm feeling right now
Falling apart
Right now
Lying on the floor
Lay down
Falling apart
Right now
Lying on the floor
Lay down
They trying to
Knocking at my door
That's fucked up
They want to push
Until I fall
That's fucked up
Cause they feel better
When they talk
That's fucked up
But that's fucked up
That's fucked up
They trying to
Knocking at my door
That's fucked up
They want to push
Until I fall
That's fucked up
Cause they feel better
When they talk
That's fucked up
But that's fucked up
That's fucked up
One day
A friend told me that
I was posting too much
On my social
I was busy and upset
That's my work
I have to show them
So pathetic and resentful
Sending vocals
Sick and jealous
While I'm here
Inside my bedroom
Want to know
What's on my level
He told me
You'll never become anyone
So you wasting
All your time
Doing shit for so long
Don't believe it
I was gone
Since I pretend to be strong
And after all
I found myself singing
Until I bleed it out
Until I won
Falling apart
Right now
Lying on the floor
Lay down
Falling apart
Right now
Lying on the floor
Lay down
They trying to
Knocking at my door
That's fucked up
They want to push
Until I fall
That's fucked up
Cause they feel better
When they talk
That's fucked up
But that's fucked up
That's fucked up
They trying to
Knocking at my door
That's fucked up
They want to push
Until I fall
That's fucked up
Cause they feel better
When they talk
That's fucked up
But that's fucked up
That's fucked up
Falling apart
Right now
Lying on the floor
Lay down