Further from the Shore

I should put up with being in the mid
Pressure's building in me deeply
Have to bury it before the feeling hits
My wretched mind's suffocating

Every day's the same like a twisted game
It's on loop, repeats itself
All I get is blame from deep beneath the shame
Tell me where do I get help

I'm getting further from the shore
This world is rotten to its core
The innocent soul's just something
I used to know
It feels likе I'm a puppet
In my own life and I'm upset
Forcеd to live in a treadwheel
My wounds will not heal

Make sure they can't see this broken side of me
Though it eats me up alive
From now on I can't heal as my deal is sealed
I've become a beast inside

I wanna be everlasting
Giving up will be my last thing
I wanna be everlasting

I'm getting further from the shore
This world is rotten to its core
The innocent soul's just something
I used to know
It feels like I'm a puppet
In my own life and I'm upset
Forced to live in a treadwheel
My wounds will not heal

Push harder, it's never enough
Don't you think you could do more?
Can I ever fulfill my role?
Don't you think you could do more?

'm getting further from the shore

This world is rotten to its core
The innocent soul's just something
I used to know
It feels like I'm a puppet
In my own life and I'm upset
Forced to live in a treadwheel
My wounds will not heal 2x