23 (INTERLUDE TO A SELLOUT)

I was creeping on twenty three
Now twenty three is creeping on me

I swear I've lived this life before
It's not complicated when you take drugs
And explore your mind
I'm sorry mom I know it's bad
But I gotta sellout this one time
One night
Go hard till the sunrise
Get faded at the same time
We've been waiting all day
To dance the night away
Colors in the sky
When they went out we were alright

I guess I'm more risky than I realize
Mixing substances to stay alive
Seeing the world through tainted eyes
Blurry vision ain't just from what I'm sippin'
I'm not lonely tonight but I'll let 'em in
Friends with demons
Demons making friends
With the thoughts and ideas inside my head
I swear I'm not possessed
I don't know what it is that's got me feeling like this
Don't gotta worry it's about to end
Then it'll start again
Now I need to smoke
I'm anxious
I can't feel I'm numb again
Again

Baby I told you that
My feelings feel detached
I swear I've lived this before
One night
Go hard till the sunrise
Faded at the same time