live with the stars

Baby girl I loved you now I want to kill myself
Tell me your in love with me while lying to yourself
Every word I said to you was never what i felt
All the pain I made you feel is dragging me through hell
I don't wanna live anymore
I don't wanna live anymore
I just wanna live with the stars
I've been broken since we fell apart
All you ever did was push me to my grave
Said I was crazy while you planned all your escape
Said he was just a friend, and everything's okay
But then you ran away to him cuz I couldn't change
Now when you look at him I hope you see my face
I hope he breaks your heart in every single fuckin way
Fuck
But nothing feels the same
I just loose my temper every time I hear your name.
Everyone around me says I'm the one to blame
Baby girl I love you I just wish that you'd explain.
Why you stopped loving me and pushing me away,
I just want to fuckin die and never see your face.
Baby girl I loved you now I want to kill myself
Tell me your in love with me while lying to yourself
Every word I said to you was never what I felt
All the pain I made you feel is dragging me through hell
I don't wanna live anymore
I don't wanna live anymore
I just wanna live with the stars
I've been broken since we fell apart
Now your lost and always lying to yourself
Living in your head instead of dealing with my hell.
Death inside your hazel eyes that I could never tell
Seeing pictures of you make me want to kill myself.
Now your moving on and I have nothing left
Thoughts of murder suicide, he's laying in your bed
Everything is done I should just lay it all to rest
But I don't want to live with all this pain inside my chest
Suicidal tendencies are eating me alive
But every time I look into your eyes I feel alive
See your face in everyone it makes me want to cry
Tell me that you love me still and everything's alright
Baby girl I loved you now I want to kill myself
Tell me your in love with me while lying to yourself
Every word I said to you I never really felt
All the pain I put you through is dragging me to hell
I don't wanna live anymore
I don't wanna live anymore
I just wanna live with the stars
I've been broken since we fell apart