Something Different

I was trying to show you something different
And nowadays I know you feel like something's missing
Just take your time don't rush it
Spend a check on you ain't no discussion
I'll admit it I'm not used to trusting
Thought that I already told you
I was trying to show you something different
No words can explain
The way you made me feel
No words can explain
That I want you in the worst way
Treat every day like it's your birthday
Don't need a runner up you my first place
When I told you that you stuck with me
I was trying to show you something
No words can explain
The way you made me feel
No words can explain
That I want you in the worst way
Treat every day like it's your birthday
Don't need a runner up you my first place
When I told you that you stuck with me
I was trying to show you something
I was trying to show you something
Said you love me don't know who you bluffing
Everything I did for you meant nothing
There's bitches round me but it's you I'm cuffing
These bitches round me but it's you I cuffed
Hold me down I'll keep you round I don't know who to trust
Remember when you made me feel I wasn't good enough for you
You told me that I wouldn't find another like you
Should've listened to my friends I can't believe I wifed you
We were never meant to end but I know was right to
Cos you pushed me to the edge I know I made the right move
The way you make me feel is unexplainable
Tried my hardest but your expectations weren't attainable
I can't seem to leave you lone I swear you inescapable
Let me take this opportunity to tell you that I'm just ashamed of you
I just got to say to you
Look at what you made me do
Now I'm unavailable
I'm the one who favoured you
I'm the one that always put you first
Slapped me in the face you didn't care what I was worth
Stabbed me in the back and then you left me in the dirt
Sitting here I'm putting all my feelings in this verse
Every line I write an explanation of my hurt
Feel like everything I say and do just make it worse
Yeah it keep on getting worse
I go to sleep
Dreaming bout what we could've been
You cut me deep
I thought you was focused on me
You for the streets
Pockets about to bust at the seams
Lifestyle ain't cheap
I don't think you know what I mean
I held you down
When you wasn't around
But it wasn't enough to keep you
Now you blocking me out
Said I'm dragging you down
I couldn't do enough to please you
I was trying to show you something different
And nowadays I know you feel like something's missing
Just take your time don't rush it
Spend a check on you ain't no discussion
I'll admit it I'm not used to trusting
Thought that I already told you
I was trying to show you something different
No words can explain
The way you made me feel
No words can explain
That I want you in the worst way
Treat every day like it's your birthday
Don't need a runner up you my first place
When I told you that you stuck with me
I was trying to show you something