Cheater

Ah!
(She's the one with the problem it's not me)
(She's the one with the problem it's not me)
(She's the one with the problem it's not me)
(She's the one with the problem it's not me)
(She's the one with the problem it's not me)
(She's the one with the problem it's not me)
Only issues with you I had, we were so close
Disconnect was never this low
My face red, from when you let it go
Every step I felt had led me lower
Now my heart starts pounding (Whoo)
I say "where did you go last night?"
And the outcome, only gonna make me wanna hear honesty
"I was with a friend"
Nah now your just talking
"This has been going on, it feels like a thousand months
Step up, start being accountable
No more trust, in this relationship
No more God, less faith in the base of this"
"I got my issues too, I feel like your lying to me"
"What's new?"
Then I start crying when she gives the news
"Guess what, I cheated on you"
Is that what you wanted to hear
Is that what you wanted to hear
Is that what you wanted to hear
At least I'm facing my fears
At least i'm chasing my tears
Wait
You can't go back now, look straight ahead (Yeah)
Backstabbed, with the back end (Uh)
What's the point of dating
If you don't date to marry?
Had our differences, but you left quicker (Yeah)
10 minutes, on the phone with you
Then I had to dip
Then I took a sip of that liquid courage
Now i'm on the highway driving again (Skrt)
Might just die, end up crashing the Benz
I bought you, when we popped off in this
Music thang, up in heaven with the view of days
Just think it takes two to tan-go
I been so blue today (Yeah)
Take my time with the music, I finally make it, lose everything (Uh)
My house, my car, my jewelry
My woman, my family tree suing me
Saying that i need to pay rent, but I don't even live there, I won't give em a cent
I basically tell em you want all of this
You gotta work smarter, not harder than them (True)
Headed downtown, to take a bar exam
I ain't a lawyer but need to call one of them
Wonder if she gon' press charges on me?
No matter what, still gon' be paying the lease
Is that what you wanted to hear (Oh, oh, oh)
Is that what you wanted to hear (Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh)
Is that what you wanted to hear
At least I'm facing my fears
At least i'm chasing my tears
Wait
Don't wanna live anymore
I'm scared, I got nothing, but 2 new divorces
I'm going 100 so I can just soar
I'm trying to find other ways I can cope
If my family weren't home, I'd just use a rope
Or a noose of some kind, no matter what i'll be choking
Out of breath now, just like my last album
What's the point of finding ways to hope
Believe
Until I heard a voice, say to me
"You'll be okay, you always have me"
Too late i'm off this bridge, God let me leave (Please)
Trying to turn the wheel, so I can crash
But something keeps saying "don't do it, you'll last"
"Even if you try, you'll still be alive
Don't be scared, even the strongest don't survive"
So I just do it, let go of the wheel
Crash, left hanging by nothing but real
(Woah)
I wake up inside a hospital
My ex-wife is saying "no, this is just impossible"
But it's not cause it's my fault
But it's not cause it's my fault
But it's not cause it's my fault
But it's not cause it's my fault
Yeah