Greyscale

I hate the feeling of inadequacy
About the things, I shouldn't be
So thanks a lot for the anxiety
That makes me feel like I'm a piece of shit constantly
The feelings that I feel are what I'm trying to seal away
Cause all the shit that I have been through makes me not want to obey
And all I ever wanted was a platform just to say
The world is full of hurt but everything will be okay
How can I, how can I, how can I, continue
Going on this way
I couldn't say
Cause when I look in the mirror all I see is grey
How can I, how can I, how can I, keep saying
That I'm okay
I couldn't say
But at the end of the day
These demons have got to pay
And if I die tomorrow would I have something else to say
Or would I shut my mouth, lay on the ground, and crawl into my grave
Cause I can barely keep these ugly feelings at bay
I'm on the edge, just waiting to be pushed the other way
The feelings that I feel are what I'm trying to seal away
Cause all the shit that I have been through makes me not want to obey
And all I ever wanted was a platform just to say
The world is full of hurt but everything will be okay
How can I, how can I, how can I, continue
Going on this way
I couldn't say
Cause when I look in the mirror all I see is grey
How can I, how can I, how can I, keep saying
That I'm okay
I couldn't say
But at the end of the day
These demons have got to pay
How can I. how can I, how can I, continue
Going on this way
I couldn't say
Cause when I look in the mirror all I see is grey
How can I, how can I, how can I, keep saying
That I'm okay
I couldn't say
But at the end of the day
These demons have got to pay
Yeah
I no longer
I no longer see grey