Your Loving Pariah
Sometimes… I feel like I’m seething while crawling on all four
Broken spine, playing pretty butt bitch, leaving trails of blood on a cement floor
Sometimes… I wanna rip apart that shit you call a heart
Cuz you’re just sitting back secured and jerking off to my demise
And I’m not here to satisfy your needs
I’m here to live
Don’t turn me from
Tinkerbell to Jezebel
You expelled me since Zohar
And made me goer
Don’t label me your
Personal bloody hell
Cuz I’m your loving Pariah
Your fear and desire
Sometimes… You come as father, but you’re Shalebridge Cradle shade
Sometimes… You’re the lover I know since my Red Sea charade
So tired… Your Abrahamic insults born from fears
Humiliate and butcher me while you jerk off and watch me suffocate
What you can’t have you try to derogate
But I will breathe
Don’t turn me from
Tinkerbell to Jezebel
You expelled me since Zohar
And made me goer
Don’t label me your
Personal bloody hell
Cuz I’m your loving Pariah
Your fear and desire
I have a right to say ‘no’
And chose a better fate
9,000 years ago
I flew away and I’ll fly away again
And I don’t feel guilty
Never did, and never will
I’m not inferior to you
Stop demonizing me
I guess, whenever I claim my right to choose
You’ll target me as a rebel
Stop demonizing me!
I guess, whoever I choose
You’ll always label him a Devil
You put it like you’re a god
But first, level with me
Instead of trying to profess your authority
You put it like you’re a god
But you were made just like me
Stop victimizing for fear of equality
When a little scared boy flips and goes savage
He brings centuries of war and rape, and ravage
Stop excusing yourself for all the shit you’ve done
Cuz it ends here. Now
Don’t turn me from
Tinkerbell to Jezebel
You expelled me since Zohar
And made me goer
Don’t label me your
Personal bloody hell
Cuz I’m your loving Pariah
Your fear and desire
Stop demonizing me
Stop demonizing me
When a little scared boy flips and goes savage
He brings centuries of war and rape, and ravage
Stop excusing yourself for all the shit you’ve done
Cuz it ends here. Now