I Don’t Know

[Verse 1]
Feel entitled
Want the world stopping for me
Go off orbit
Tides wreak havoc, swallowed by the sea
Catholic guilt
The sin of being selfish
Pick at the scabs
The seams that shape a human

[Chorus]
Terrifying realizations
I don't know how to love without expectations
I don't know how to love if I never change them
I don't know
I don't know anything

[Verse 2]
Tender suitor
Can you fix my soul? Make me complete
Can I resent you?
The imperfections on which I feast
Unsure where
Confidence grows in a garden
Is it above, below?
The core soft or hardened

[Chorus]
Terrifying realizations
I don't know how to love without expectations
I don't know how to love if I never change them
I don't know
I don't know
Flesh as collateral damage, diving in
Coaxed by my reckless abandon
I don't know what's real or idealization
I don't know
I don't know anything

[Bridge]
(I don't know anything)
(Nothing makes sense to me)
(I don't know anything)
(I don't know anything)

[Outro]
'Cause I feel entitled
Want the world stopping for me