LAST DAY
Laying on this bed
Wondering if
I will make it
Laying on this bed
Wondering if
I could change it
Laying on this bed
Picturing about my past
Laying in this bed wondering
About my fears and ambition
Talking to my soul
While You listen
Praying for a better proposition
Hoping my ex never get
What she was missing
But if she do
It's a fair well
Tell her go to hell
I wouldn't have been
Here preaching from a sick bed
But how would You know
F**king different ni**as
And You was
Losing all your ideas
Your Feelings was dark
Till your eyes clear
Now I'm dying all alone
Is dis really the idea
All the love that I gave
All the trust that you caved
Wishing it was all retained
Blow me like a hurricane
Electrifying
All the f**king cell
In my f**king brain
I'm too articulate
When they try to penetrate
They say I'm a hypocrite
Cause I gat a lot to say
I trap in a different way
Came through and navigate
If he hate annihilate
If she hate
I'll make it rain
And then
Evaporate
My mind's in a different state
My flows could elevate
I pray for a better day
When I wake up I try again
I came from a different place
Where you struggle to
Feed the family
Who I'm I to judge you
When you getting cash
Who am I to judge you in
Your worse days
Life is full of traps
In the worse way
I hope you get to celebrate
Your birthday
That will be my last wish
In my worse days
My Last day
My last day yea
My last day yea
My last day
My last day yea
My last day yea
Starring at my mom
Sleeping on a chair
At the right side
Of the hospital bed
Scrolling through my phone
Wondering
Who's really Here
No body
But me
By my self
The pain that I feel inside
Anxiety is killing man
Wish I have some peace of mind
Some piece that I can use
To control the time
Some ease I could use to
Apologize
Would I better
With my thoughts
And my decisions
I don't want to die alone
Or with a dog
But I'm here
Picture me with my thug friends
Nah nah nah
All alone is roasted
Yea yea yea
Is the end of the tunnel
You don did everything
That you wanna
You wanna eat now
You got all your plate
Filled up with a stacks
Of regrets
Put It back to your plate
If you really wanna check
Your soul You can then
Reflect
All the past
And the grudges
You had kept
Is okay who's next
My last day yea
My last day
My last day yea
My last day yea