Open My Senses

Lookin where I am damn man I ain't plan this shit
Nor had I known my shit could've blown like this
But being on my own I've learned in this lonely cold world
You gotta own your own world for it's for someone else
Maybe who I am's a big lie I've been told all my life all
Just to keep me in line well I'm sick of it
Cuz being on my own I've learned how to form my own world
And how to build my own roads and I'm lovin' it

Sundays Monday Wednesday Fries
Always with the same damn shit, are you with it
We could catch a freeway
Make'm do shit our way
Ain't no need to fear damn man
I'm your right hand man, just gotta
Open up your sense a bit more
Go on in give it a tour
Don't forget to close the door
Cuz you know man
This world wasn't made for the two of our voices
So what's your choice man

But Ma and Pa, what about them
What will the kids at school say
And I can't feel myself, numb
But it's a pain I can't tame

Cuz lately I've been making myself feel offish offish
All this pressure keeping me exhausted 'xhausted

What if I lose at this game
It would have been what for
If I can't feed myself, scum
Can't live this life to die poor

Cuz lately I've been making myself feel offish offish
All this pressure keeping me exhausted 'xhausted

Just tryna open up my senses
Just tryna open up my senses
Cuz all this shit just makes no sense man
Its all just making me a mess yah

Where to start
I remember back when things were simple
used to fantasize about all the dreams I was told to hope for
But now I'm older and those dreams are just getting colder
Trying to figure out how to cope what with all of this pressure
Trying to figure out how to open up all these senses
To find out what I was really destined to do
And it seems like everyday that passes the grass keeps losing its color
And all that's left is a mind that's deserted of any pleasure
So there's comes a time in every life when all the shit just fuels the climb to reach a height that defines the times and nothing else is worth a dime
Up all night and work all day until my shadows fade away
I can't complain cuz I know right now all my dreams are worth the pain
I open up my senses despite all the consequences
Cuz I can't fuck with the world knowing all my efforts are senseless, respect this
Cuz I'm tired of feeling helpless, I'm tired of being jealous
I'm tired of holding on to these strings keeping me restless

I can feel it in my heart, see it pulsing through my veins
If it weren't for these heavy chains, ain't no telling how far I'd reign
Disrespect me all you want to but Imma do things my way
And for all y'all haters out there just I don't give a fuck

And I test you to hurt my pride cuz I swear till the day that I die
I've got nothing to fucking hide cuz I God on my side
Now if you kindly would step aside, I've got hella miles to climb
Cuz at this point in my life you've gotta just let me shine

Yeah
Just let me shine
Yuh
Cuz I just gotta shine