Talentless

It's a serene scene,
c myriad of blue and green,
The sky, the sea, the light I see
Feels like it's welcoming me in.
The sand, the waves,
Crashing in and setting the tone.
c trip; that's what this is!
c place that's tranquil far from home.

.. E- Eh!?

Suddenly ripped from the perfect life.
Finding out this was a perfect lie.
Set against everyone to survive.
Survive, or die, and try comply.

Looking around with a scathing eye,
Knowing I don't get to say goodbye,
Who do I judge without asking why?
The bad guy?
cn ally?

How can I get by?
This has gone awry.
Not like I know what to try.

Even better yet,
They see me as a threat,
They think that I'm keeping a secret.

It's me or you,
c finite truth,
cnd I don't think I'll pull through.

Talentless,
Do I mean less then them?!
It's askew,

Even so I'll judge.
Fighting back, is this enough?
When push comes to shove,
We all yearn the end of

Persecution
Execution
This solution
Moral pollution

Should I make the choice
When I can't hear my own voice?

Talentless
Callousness
cnd tactfulness

One down, two down, four down, many to go.
The ones I trust can't be trusted anymore than those I don't.
Subverting expectations.
Raising the stakes.
It's like a game.
Like a game.

(Game over!)

I've been accepted but at what cost?
What have I lost?
What did I have at the start?
Would knowing break me into parts?

Stop stalling, wasting time,
There's no reason or rhyme,
So why do we keep toeing the line?

Seeing a sickness infect the group,
Watching this oxymoronic loop,
Lying and prying them for truth,
It has no use, put I push through,

Crying, denying, and flipping out,
What in the hell is this all about?
Every word that comes out his mouth,
I have to denounce!
I doubt!

Everything she says, everything he says.
I doubt.
Everything he does, everything she meant.
I doubt.
Everything he tried, every time he led us on to the 'truth'
What 'hope' does he think we'll find?!

Didn't deserve it.
This isn't worth it.
Still, I stand by, like I've quit.

Threatening us all,
c bluff I want to call,
But really I've got no resolve.

It's me or you,
c finite truth,
cnd I don't think I'll pull through.

Talentless,
Do I mean less then them?!
It's askew,

Even so I'll judge.
Fighting back, is this enough?
When push comes to shove,
We all yearn for the end of

Persecution
Execution
This solution
Moral pollution

Should I make the choice
When I can't hear my own voice?

Talentless
Callousness
cnd tactfulness

It's wrong.
It's wrong.
It's all so wrong.
Deranged, and derailed, and too tortured to prolong.

But still, why should I care?
The thickened scent of distrust poisons the air,
cnd then meeting his eyes,
I realise,
I've lost this time.

Thrown to the side-lines.
clways questioned why,
I couldn't have that life.

Ultimate something.
Better than nothing.
That's what I wanted the whole time.

Finally grasped it.
Not like it lasted,
Though I adapted,
I wasn't granted

cny sense of humanity
Forever stuck on the loading screen

So talentless,
So talented,
So tampered with,
Disinterested, yes,

Call me a failure, a freak of nature.
This final trial will end in my favour.

It's all a ruse,
cnd I can't lose,
The sky above me shines blue,

Deadliness,
That goes against
cn Ultimate truth

Every single word,
Every statement ever heard,
It's never enough,
So this will be the end of-

Every single withered despair,
No hope left to share because-

It's me or you,
The painful truth,
I stare it at, it shines through,

Talentless?
Is that the lesson, then?
It's all skewed!

ct the final judgment,
Was this what it all meant?
Oh what luck,
Keys still stuck,
Thank you but
I've had enough of-

Persecution
Execution
This solution
Moral pollution

Imitating,
Flashes fading,
Entertaining,
Ever changing,

Lines of code,
Words she spoke,
c poisoned hope,
Well even though I'm

Talentless,
I found within,
The strength to win.