Mistake

Yo, i'm gonna talk to you about my biggest mistake
It's the biggest mistake anyone can make
So listen up
It started out so simple and pure
Was love at first sight, what could I do
You looked at me and I looked at you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To stay by your side and close to you
After all I was yours and you were mine
Baby I thought we was gonna shine
Baby I wanted to know what's on your mind
But baby my mistake was, I didn't know you wasn't fine
I thought if we had a problem it could be fixed
But damn girl, I never knew that your feelings were so mixed
All you could do is play mind games and tricks
But I don't blame you,after all, i'm the one who's sick
With you next to me, I thought I could escape reality
In the end that's what made me lose my sanity
I mean the worst part is, I don't even know what I did wrong
You got up and left me to die here all alone
It was the world to you that was gonna be shown
But you chose the fancy car instead of me and you both on the throne
The only way you could be seen was you as my queen
But fuck babe I guess it just wasn't meant to be
To me every second was worthwhile
So now why the fuck you so damn hostile
To you I was the guy with the best style
But now all that's left in this endless night is me as an empty file
We practically grew up together
Every day was a fucking adventure
I mean the way you kept me in your life was so clever
Han no idea tho you were gonna bring the bad weather
God damn
You took me as a young man
Had no idea tho I was gonna be your biggest fan
The first chance you got, ran away from our plan
And i'm here thinking why the hell am I banned
Shorty I fell in love with your smile
Every time you laughed the place lit up for miles
Now i'm filling to the top with denials
Baby why the fuck you putting me through so many trials
Why the fuck you putting me through so many trials
Why
I was prepared to go through anything
Ready to take on all the pain
Ready to give you everything
Even went out and got you a ring
All to just see you get up off of our train
Man I guess that was yesterday
Now I just gotta watch you fade away
Easier said then done tho am I right?
Hell yeah
Baby you used to be the reason for my happiness
But girl now all you is, is another symptom of my madness
After all the heart is a powerful place
And how we kill it is our choice to make
My case was letting in someone who's fake
The only thing left is my life for you to take
Take it
I showed up when you needed me the most
When I had my own problems to host
I put you first even when I felt like a ghost
And I held your hand every time you felt lost
I wasn't the best
I didn't take you out every day of the week
But every time you needed a shoulder to lean
I knew where to be
Right there next to you, with everything I could treat
But hell, that's what made me so weak
Cos when you left, it was only myself I could beat
When I first found you, you were like a broken vase
I did everything I could to clean up the place
Picked your pieces until there was no trace
I finished gluing yours back into place
So your trust in me I thought you would base
Now I look in the mirror, all I see is a miserable face
That's a fall from grace
Its okay tho, water under the bridge
To you I was just a shitty itch
In your life just another smidge
And you couldn't wait to throw me in a ditch
But you know i'm gonna stand on my own two feet
Cos its time I found inner peace
And you become just another memory
After all you were a poison to me
A simple drug that made me OD
I ain't gonna let you control me anymore
You don't deserve the right to wrong me to my core
I'm done feeling like my biggest mistake was being born
I'm done feeling constantly torn
You know what tho
Breaking up made me realize a few things
That you and me were never meant to be
The best thing for me is only to be free
Cos you don't deserve a guy with a kind heart like me
You need a tree with no roots or leaves
You made a lot of promises queen bee
Had no idea how empty they could be
After all the only thing i'm worth is an empty promise
A wager and an excuse to be free
Don't you agree
My biggest mistake was letting someone become
my happiness instead of letting them take part in it
So don't make the same mistake