Hear to Heal

Yeah aye
All this pain no reparations
Turn me cold no hesitation
I put down some medication
It ain't help the dedication
Yeah
Had some Ls was devastated
Learned to move to better days and
Get my head from vacant spaces
Yeah
Ego just a damn lie
I been moving with my hands tied
The truth can make a man cry
Yeah
Went and figured some shit out
Learned to hustle when in doubt
Still dripping in a damn drought
Drought
Life's got up and downs
Can't fuck up the count
Learned the ins and outs
Now I see a longer route
Route
Still want to see me drown
Still want to see me down
But that ain't how I'm going out
I see the jug go a long way
I'm fixing to blow like I'm pompe
I weighed the options now I'm paid
So I'm feeling great because my gains
I feel a bit free of my pain
All of the easy ways I changed
I thought then ushered a new wave
New wave
Hey yeah
Forty eight
Problems
On my fucking brain
If two more
Hit that pack from
Shh don't say that name
I fill pockets from my pain
I work harder in the rain
Bitch I'm fire I do not flake
I'm not bats I do not cave

They love me in my city
I eat shrooms and then get trippy
And smoke like a hippie

Please trust in me
This guap I'm bending
So this shit take time
I'm on my grind
If I miss your line
Just know I'm fine
Yeah just know I'm fine

Trying to read me like scripture
But I see it like a picture
Bad hoes I adventure
We mix just like a blender
I'm a lover and a sinner
Which one you choose
Get burned like ember
My love don't loose
Trust strong like liquor
And I always keep it true and that's the truth

After Benjamins olds and new
Smoking glue
Really need a down bitch
But I guess these hoes will do
Drop this dime then drop a duece
I can't fuck with phony fools
I spit game like OG's do
Yeah I'm nice not sweet like fruit

She love me for our past but I don't see no future in it
Imma hop in that pussy and go stupid in it
NeBut don't you get to thinking that I'm really too dependent
ver needed help but I got a few defendants
Dirty like I'm grease
She got bodies she a freak
Remind me of the leaves
How we falling every season
But I ain't even trying to plant a seed

Fuck it I'm on one to get one
So many gifts it's just so hard to list one
Do you get the gist that I'm getting at if this was infinite still I think I still couldn't pick one
But I'm a soldier
Came from the boulders
Feel like the world is on top of my shoulders
Every year I get colder and colder and colder
Remember that when you come over