Inquiry

I'm wide awake but my mind's still dreaming
Why can't I get rid of this feeling that I'm lost
I am lost

What am I questioning and how do I find
A way to hold on to this feeling with open eyes?
It's not about the pain of losing myself
But only waking to the feeling that I'm not real

Why can I see empty spaces
Where light and darkness shine?
This isn't real
But I feel like waking up just to fall asleep again

What am I questioning?
And how do I find?
Is this real?
Am I real?

What am I questioning?

I'm wide awake but my mind's still dreaming
Why can't I get rid of this feeling that I'm lost
I am lost

Why can I see empty spaces
Where light and darkness shine?
This isn't real
But I feel like waking up just to fall asleep again