2016

I don't know what's gotten into me
I'm thinking bout you day and night
It's fucking with me mentally

Thoughts about changing you and be someone to take you
In the right direction, I swear I was destined
Believe me when I say it
I was made for you
Believe me when I say it
I asked God for you
Believe me when I say it
I was in love with you

Do you ever think about me when you hear my name?
All the games, all the games that I fucking played
I wish I could change it, I know you would too
I wrote a poem the other day

It went
"I saw a floating leaf
Well, it was attached to something
But it seemed invisible
It was a spider string
How I pictured it
You are floating me
I'm the leaf, you the spider
You are holding me
No, I don't see you no more
But you are still here
Like you're a part of me
Subconsciously you're with me
Probably by the lungs"

Now you're gone forever,
Now you're gone forever, now I'm lost forever. Now I'm lost forever
Now you're gone forever,
Now you're gone forever, now I'm lost forever. Now I'm lost forever

Now you're gone forever
Looking back, Fuck! Chris! You done took forever!
Go and set it straight! Give yourself a break!
Punch after punch. Got my knuckles fucked up

Peek inside my mind girl
It's been crazy
Roller coaster
Are you down to ride girl?
Warning sign above me, yeah, like it was a halo
Shorty throw it back at me and I forget about you
And I fucking hate it, cause you were the one I wanted
All these hoes don't mean shit to me
Insane in the brain, think I'm going insane
My room's a fucking trap room
Can't forget about you

Ay who cares bruh, yeah they come and go?
No, fucker. She was special you won't even fucking know
Could've saved her from all this shit
I'm a fucking idiot someone put me in my place
Come and lay me down and make sure I don't get back up
Come and stomp me out until I've had more than enough
Humiliate me, crush my soul
Give me all you got
Let the rain carry me into a ditch
I got a broken heart

I don't know what's gotten into me
I'm thinking bout you day and night
It's fucking with me mentally
Thoughts about changing you and be someone to take you
In the right direction, I swear I was destined
Believe me when I say it
I was made for you
Believe me when I say it
I asked God for you
Believe me when I say it
I was in love with you