Never/Every

[Verse 1]
Pretend I didn’t mean it, I’m embarrassed I believed it
Never separate my passion from my reason
I remember everything from my dreams
But nobody else cares what I’ve seen, only me, oh
I survive, but I’m bleeding
They say I should do some healing
But it’s flowing, hemophilic
I can never let it go, oh
I miss everybody that I ever got to know
I don’t get why I’m so difficult to stick around and know (Around and know)
No, never learned my lesson, should’vе known it from the go (Go)
I get lots of love, but only whеn I do the show (Oh)
Everybody deserves love, but you're not everybody (Are you though?)

[Chorus]
Oh, pretend I didn't mean it
Embarrassed I believed it
It was real, I can feel it
I remember everything from my dreams
I can never let it go
I didn’t need it
Embarrassed I believed it
It was real, I can feel it
I remember everything from my dreams
I can never let it go

[Verse 2]
You're so beautiful, be careful with that (Careful with that)
Take that trust and make it bend ‘til it snaps
That hurt lots, I wasn’t thinking of that (Thinking of that)
See you soon, and then you don’t come back
Love never fades, I wish it would
You don’t wanna see my face, understood
Can’t claw that back now, I think I’m good
Let down last time in my life, now I’m living like I should
Holed up in the sphere, and make a lot of things
When I venture in the world, got gifts I can bring
Lay low, lid tight, lips locked ‘til I sing
Miss it, miss us, miss you and everything

[Chorus]
I didn’t mean it
Embarrassed I believed it
It was real, I can feel it
I remember everything from my dreams
I can never let it go
I didn’t need it
Embarrassed I believed it
It was real, I can feel it
I remember everything from my dreams
I can never let it go