By Myself

At my lowest they aint care bout how I felt
By myself sweated my way up your pretended love still unfelt
These boys though Id bring em up with me but aint pick me up when I knelt
You know my words still heartfelt ten toes rockin high cost belts

Boy you aint jim carrey you better to unwear that mask
Better stop actin like I switched taking care of u aint my task
Just know one day Ill get to the top cuz I live for it, I grind for it
My minds filled of pessemistic shit
They only hanging around for the benefits

Showing no expression dont say you love me u finna quit on me
Your man must escape of here cuz them news filled of negativity
Did accomplished a lot but still aint where I done plan to be
They keep proving I was right keeping my mind closed to everybody

'Member when they used to count me out now we shinin so hard
Plan was laid out grind till were paid out
And the hard times we faced forever we scarred
I promesse Im gon make it out and till I make it Ima keep my route

At my lowest they aint care bout how I felt
By myself sweated my way up your pretended love still unfelt
These boys though Id bring em up with me but aint pick me up when I knelt
You know my words still heartfelt ten toes rockin high cost belts

You changed your words sayin u didn't sign
If I say I love you nothin hides behind
Im Feelin better than you all combined
They gon miss me when Im gon be dying
I flipped the table I aint fliped of side
Feelin different Im one of a kind
Dont ask to pass first im stuck on my grind
And if you is disloyal Ima break the bind

They Said we'd not make it out this far
Aint no remorse we speedin towards foreign cars
Reasons I dont party or hang at the the bar
Ima shine one day we aiming at the stars

Ima show you all ima fill the shelf
Wearin designer clothes to hide my inner self
Dont count on nobody's help but myself
And I keep praying for my auntie health

I promise ima keep my way
Dont care what you gon say
Got a plan Underway
We aiming for finer days
Boy we act no we dont pray
Yeah we drip the sky is Grey
Matter of time till u betray
No we don't expect u to stay

At my lowest they aint care bout how I felt
By myself sweated my way up your pretended love still unfelt
These boys though Id bring em up with me but aint pick me up when I knelt
You know my words still heartfelt ten toes rockin high cost belts

Yeah it really be off, In my heart its been feeling like automn lately
Yeah it really be off, Im tired fix, others problems, fake shit
Yeah it really be off, Aint nobody to blame but myself I admit
Yeah it really be off yeah it really be off