Fake life,real lies
INTRO
It's something new guys, it's always something, you never know what its like man, it's all pain, ITS ALL PAIN
CHORUS
It's cold in my heart like it's cold in December. im forcing a smile, everything was just fine, and I, I remember I wasn't always like this, it wasn't always like this
VERSE 1
Living in the dark man this is so hard but tell me what you think of the light cause that's where I wanna be at the end of my life, cause nobody knows, nobody knows, nobody, no nobody knows about the pain that I hold
Nobody knows about the pain that I hold nobody knows about the pain that I talk, nobody knows how it feels to be in the clouds but be at the bottom at the same time, same way, same place, same day. break your heart in a million ways and I'm trying to pick up the pieces tomorrow yeah, nobody knows about the pain and the sorrow. nobody knows about the pain it makes me feel so hollow inside, I feel like I might cry, feel like I might die, feels like I might go and jump off a bridge tonight
CHORUS
It's cold in my heart like it's cold in December. im forcing a smile, everything was just fine, and I, I remember I wasn't always like this, it wasn't always like this
VERSE 2
People change, I've changed, you've changed, we changed. I've changed so many times, I've changed almost every freakin night, I've changed every single day. you changed oh wait a minute you haven't changed one-bit cuz I've changed so many times, you've changed all my life, I've changed almost every night, you changed, you haven't changed
CHORUS
It's cold in my heart like it's cold in December. im forcing a smile, everything was just fine, and I, I remember I wasn't always like this, it wasn't always like this
OUTRO
I wasn't always like this, I wasn't always depressed I used to be happy but then I found out life was a wreck i thought I knew what Joy could be but then the Joy left, now as I sit here I reflect on every single thing in my chest, it's like my heart is broken, but ill make it, I promise you guys ill make it