Deserve Me

Does it feel hard for you to love me
Sometimes thats how you make me feel
But I know your heart is guarded
I know you see this shit is real

I want you to be selfish
I thought thats only fair
But I think you over did it
Cause you left without a care

I want you to deserve me
But you and I can clearly see
That you aren't close to being ready
I get you just want to be free

Cause boy you know that i'm better
I'm never one to wait around
But really i've just gotten better
I pretend I haven't hit the ground

You wiped a tear from my eye
Could see my world crashing down
You looked so sad when you came to me
Why don't you just want me around

You said I "cant get any better"
You said "Hey you should stick around"
I did just what you told me
Now you're no where to be found

I want you to deserve me
But you and I can clearly see
That you aren't close to being ready
I get you just want to be free

Cause boy you know that i'm better
I'm never one to wait around
But really i've just gotten better
I pretend I haven't hit the ground

I thought maybe if I waited
Helped you figure yourself out
If I just held you through your struggles
You'd keep me around no doubt

Remember when you help me tight
The last time we laid in bed
Wish we could just rewind time
So I could get you out of my head